How lunatic your life is getting

From Warren Ellis’s Orbital Operations newsletter:

Rewatching some episodes of SUCCESSION the other day: there's a bit where Logan Roy tells someone to pencil in a phone call for midnight. It gave me a sudden cold shock of "that used to be me." You don't think about how lunatic your life is getting while you're slowly getting boiled in it.

I added the emphasis at the end. That’s the part that stood out to me…